"Until It Sleeps"

Where do I take this pain of mine?
 I run, but it stays right by my side
 
 So tear me open, pour me out
 There's things inside that scream and shout
 And the pain still hates me
 So hold me until it sleeps
 
 Just like the curse, just like the stray
 You feed it once and now it stays
 Now it stays
 
 So tear me open but beware
 There's things inside without a care
 And the dirt still stains me
 So wash me until I'm clean
 
 It grips you, so hold me
 It stains you, so hold me
 It hates you, so hold me
 It holds you, so hold me
 Until it sleeps
 
 So tell me why you've chosen me
 Don't want your grip
 don't want your greed
 Don't want it
 
 I'll tear me open, make you gone
 No more can you hurt anyone
 And the fear still shakes me
 So hold me until it sleeps
 
 It grips you, so hold me
 It stains you, so hold me
 It hates you, so hold me
 It holds you, holds you
 holds you until it sleeps
 
 I don't want it
 
 So tear me open but beware
 There's things inside without a care
 And the dirt still stains me
 So wash me till I'm clean
 
 I'll tear me open
 make you gone
 No longer will you hurt anyone
 And the hate still shapes me
 So hold me until it sleeps
 Until it sleeps