"Heavy (feat. Kiiara)"

I don’t like my mind right now 
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary 
Wish that I could slow things down 
I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic 
And I drive myself crazy 
Thinking everything's about me 
Yeah I drive myself crazy 
Cause I can’t escape the gravity 

I'm holding on 
Why is everything so heavy 
Holding on 
So much more than I can carry 
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down 
If I just let go, I'd be set free 
Holding on 
Why is everything so heavy 

You say that I'm paranoid 
But I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me 
It’s not like I make the choice 
To let my mind stay so fuc*** messy 
I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same 
I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same 


  

I'm holding on 
Why is everything so heavy 
Holding on 
So much more than I can carry 
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down 
If I just let go, I'd be set free 
Holding on 
Why is everything so heavy 

I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same 
I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same 
And I drive myself crazy 
Thinking everything’s about me 


  

I'm holding on 
Why is everything so heavy 
Holding on 
So much more than I can carry 
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down 
If I just let go, I'd be set free 
Holding on 
Why is everything so heavy